Archive for January, 2012

Silence….

Posted in Where Angels Perch with tags , on January 31, 2012 by rodzink

The days have come….nights have passed… I’ve watched a relentless sun rise and fall… chasing an elusive and tireless moon… And I fight to ensure that my days are different… meaningful…. purposeful…. and much more than a tiresome…. senseless… survival of itself…

..and here am I, oh God…. where you’ve planted my feet… within a whisper of the voice that I’ve always known… an understanding of which I’ve waited…

….finding  that my life’s purpose is not mine…not to serve myself… discovering my heart is within another heart…. and satisfied that my place is lowly…I want nothing… as I have….everything….

Silently… celebrating today…. for all I have…. for where I am…. for the day… for the night…. for the chasing of the sun….and the  fading of the moon…. for tomorrow..

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HBL…..

Posted in Where Angels Perch with tags , on January 26, 2012 by rodzink

It’s so amazing how busy… how packed.. the days have become… a new little life in our home… brings so very much…

 

Aashir is growing…smiling…laughing….crying….playing… Sometimes, just watching him light up when someone walks into the room…or when he hears his Mommy’s voice… makes me want to sit back and look at him…. and realize he’s the beginning of a new volume…filled with surprises of him becoming his own…  I can’t wait to see his personality develop…hear his voice when he begins to talk…. watch his technique as he launches into a toddler tantrum…. see what his favorite Disney show will be…..

…..but then…. there’s  his Mommy…  simply being his Mommy…. watching all those instincts kick in…. realizing the complete devotion she has for him… knowing that she would sacrifice all for this little boy…. 

 

I find myself watching the clock all day… as busy as I am…. for as much as we all have on our plates….  I begin missing them all….the very second… I close the door behind… the instant I drive away from the school… and my goal for the day…. after the work…the meetings….the running errands…. is no more than to get back home… near them….

I can ask for nothing…for I have been given everything….